Sleepy

Shhh Melanies taking her nap..lol... Well anyways i'm all outta contacts and my stupid eye thingie is expried so i need to go to the eye doctors to get my eyes checked to get a new prescribtion( or however it is spelt (its early lol)) but Ryan and I dont' have that kind of money right now.. so i must suffer... well i have one contact which is in my eye right now and its supposed to be for my right eye but since my left eye is worse then my right i put it in my left eye..so outta my left eye i see better then my right..but yeah so i was trying to put my hair up in pigtails today because ryan like it that way and its a nice change from my normal two hair styles..but since i can't see i couldn't part my hair straight in the back so its all fucked up looking but i dont care... i dont even know what day of the week it is... i thought yesterday was wenesday but ryan said it was thrusday so i guess todays friday but i keep thinking its thrusday...i'm just slightly screwed up.. but anyways... last night was mine n ryans first night of 'our time' which is where we sit and talk with no t.v. or video games and just enjoy one anothers company... because lately it wsa just seeming to me that me and ryan even though we are together all day we dont spend time together.. either we're taking care of melanie.. or he's working on his car or cleaning the garage or playing video games or on the computer or watching t.v...but yea so now every day at some point we have him n me time.. and then at least one weekend day me and him time.. its just a nice change...His birthday is coming up soon.. i'm still lost as to what to get him... oh shit melanies up.. g2g